uruha

2009-08-31T13:46:00.001+08:00

it over
good bye my love.

2009-08-02T13:11:00.001+08:00

wont forget ytd :]

2009-07-11T08:44:00.001+08:00

shit. i dunknow wht happ to me nowdays. feel sad again.. damn it. hate this world. people gt wht they one. me le? i always cant had the thing i want. ): NOT FAIR. two word. FUCK IT. life is just like a fucking straw. it fucking suck big time. NO JOKE

2009-07-08T08:47:00.001+08:00

why i always make her angry? y i just cant be perfect for her? hate myself la. zz

2009-07-03T09:09:00.002+08:00

i very very confuse. isit time to for me to give up??? it seem thing dun go well as i tot. i tot u still treat me as ur very best fren. but wht happ la. fcuk. heard so many unwanted thing. I SHOULD LET IT GO NOW. REALLY. I DAMN STRESS NOW. fuck.. IT TIME TO MOVE ON. fuck it. really.. hope she dun c my blog. BUT I WANNA TREAT U NICE N SWEET EVEN U NOT MY GF. treat u gd and sweet as fren oso can. but this is my first time treat a gal nice and sweet even she not my stead.. ok next month 2 yr single. fuck it.

2009-06-29T08:20:00.002+08:00

im back.. im so tired lata hair dry liao i go slp. haha now closing more shit to do. damn it. i start to hate it.. arr. anyway now i not to be bassist liao. dun wan to waste money on guitar =x wanna get lappy. haha only like gt me as vocalist. HAHAHAHHAHA den kai is my guitarist.. den drummer like mia liao -_-" haha bassit needed man. =DD cant wait gt time go jamming sio. ha toking abt my cafe. gt alot of diff kind of ppl..

lazy to type but must say..
gt superman
gt batman
gt cat women
gt MAT
gt jrockers.
gt monster
gt china ger
gt netballer
gt shit leader
gt joker
gt Zoey ( l4d char )
gt hungry guy
still gt abit more but cant thing ar

HAHA

gtg slp now. night =D

2009-06-22T08:16:00.002+08:00

is having ugly side of me. DAMN IT... I JUST FUCKING HATE MYSELF. WHY I BORN LIKE THIS??? ): .. im stuck... i dunknow what to do next. really. i freaking hate myself.

2009-06-18T17:20:00.002+08:00

let blog. seem someone spy-ing my blog. haha ok. just gt my hair cut again. SHAVE AGAIN. HAHAHA running out of idea. damn. i wanna go on bed now. but very bored. i been slping almost like the whole day ytd. cos off day nth to do. gt pay aldy. 1.3k LO. ok must saved out. cos need to get one lappy, bass guitar and some money for schooling next yr.. kinda miss her now. i can love her as my very very best fren. i dun mind. i just wanna treat u nice and sweet. you say u wan elmo hp strip. i will very my damn best to find it for u.. i dunknow yet i just dun wan this feeling to fade away. as wht u say. thing cant be force.. i try and keep on trying yet i cant. i just forget that i wanna give up u. just see u happy. i fine with it. i dun wanna lose ur smile again.. and i just wanna tel u. there always someone loving you without u notice it.. love you.

2009-06-16T19:57:00.001+08:00

has back his smile again.

2009-06-13T09:02:00.001+08:00

still sad. welcome to my emo world.

- at room emo-ing now. byebye

2009-06-12T08:01:00.002+08:00

i feel pain now. i wan to feel it now. argh.. just quarrel with her just now.. i know it my wrong to keep go away frm cafe... i know it my wrong la. scold me all you wan. i feel so sad now. i just wan u to be happy. tt all. but i cant. i cant . y i choose to like u in the first place.. why? god will or what? i dunknow. i know we cant be tgt. and how come i still wan to wait... is i choose not to give up and hold on. it pain. it a painful path tt i choose to walk. all just bes i like you. i dun ask u to return me something..... i hate myself to been ugly. fcuk.! i just need you treat me as ur fren can aldy.. sigh...

2009-06-09T19:25:00.000+08:00

i choose nt to forget you. cos the feeling is still there. . sorry. hias

2009-06-05T10:38:00.000+08:00

feel so emo now. very vexed. fuck...... fuck everything in this world
god is unfair

2009-06-02T08:57:00.000+08:00

but i nv regret like you in the frist place.. i should keep this feeling until the day i say gd bye.

2009-05-31T08:25:00.001+08:00

Jui Kun IS DAMN Jealous. AHHHHH BUT IT CANT BE HELP! ):

2009-05-30T09:18:00.001+08:00

as long i see you.
i happy abt it.

2009-05-28T17:08:00.001+08:00

thanks for the breakfast
love ya. only.

2009-05-26T08:08:00.001+08:00

I WAN MORE OT .. CAN I? ^_^

2009-05-25T08:27:00.001+08:00

sian. this week i all closing.. but only 3 day work with her. FRIDAY SAT AND SUN. WA LAO TODAY MONDAY ONLY. K I GO SLP LIAO ):

2009-05-22T08:35:00.001+08:00

what to blog. i just wanna tel her. i will do anything for u. dun u find that u scold me i angry awhile den dun had liao me =| and i quit ..... just bes u dun like. but nvm cant be tgt den nvm. something thing cant be forced. i just only can spend sometime with you can aldy. ok i gtg slp. night

2009-05-19T08:13:00.002+08:00

ok let update. . if not someone SAYING MY BLOG IS dead. haa ok working with her few day closing quite ok lur. somemore ytd she laugh like mad. DUNKNOW WHY OSO. HAHA & she cant drink red bull if not i will die.. she can be CRAZY AND SCARY AFTER SHE DRINK RED BULL. AND SHE MAKE FUN OF ME OF THE MAC HAPPY MEAL THE PINK Pokemon BALL -.- actually i know gt red light. i just wanna see her laugh again. quite cute ar. but too bad tonight is my last day closing with her. cos this week the timing all sucky. damn how to work closing with another ppl without any fun. arghhhhhh MISS WORKING WITH HER SEH. oh ya. damn sad ar. TONIGHT MUST PLAY PUNK AGAIN. =X just wanna see her laugh like mad... A cute laugh ? =x

2009-05-06T09:34:00.001+08:00

gt pay aldy
today work
work all the way until next week.
y i dun had a stable off day one? ):

2009-05-05T19:02:00.001+08:00

well sometime i think .. work so hard. yet pay day come. u go check ur bank. still no no money in ur bank. wht would u feel. I NOW FEEL FUCK UP. FUCKING MAC SHIT _|_ WORK SO HARD NO PAY AR. WAN TO CHEAT US AND WORK FOR U AR. _|_

2009-04-20T09:06:00.002+08:00

ar bored
today finally IN MAC CAFE. LATA WORK CLOSING IN MAC CAFE. FINALLY CAN WEAR BLACK SHIRT WORK NO NEED WEAR CAP. NOWDAYS DAMN DEPRESSION ABT BGR. I SEE COUPLE I DAMN SAD NOW SEH. ): damn those mother fucker _|_

Now playing: 06 Arc - Kyousoukyoku ~Cruel Crucible~.
Tribute to phantasmagoria

I HATE FAMILY

2009-04-17T08:15:00.002+08:00

i hate it. damn actually wan to share a gd news to mum. yet she yell at me when i open the door. FUCK. knn pcb. I NOWDAYS WORKING OSO GT WRONG. I WORKING NIGHT LE . U WAN ME TO C THE SHIRT UNTIL THE SUN GO DOWN MEH. knn use ur fucking brain. fuck. HELLO. I FUCKING WORK AT NIGHT CAN. U WAN ME TO ANSWER UR FUCKING CALL AT AFTERNOON AR. CHEE BYE. I KNOW U WORKING BO SONG U DUN KP ME. I NV WORK, U KP ME. NOW I WORK. KP ME OSO. KNN I THIS YR NOT 21 IS FUCKING 20 K. FUCK. FUCKING FAMILY I HAD. WHT FAMILY? CAN CHANGE TO F A M I H Y ? fuck. I HATE U ALL. BULLSHIT FUCK FAMILY I HAD. PLS LE. I WORK THE PAY I FUCKING PAY U BACK ALL THE MONEY K. STOP KPING WHEN I REACH HOME. FUCK. I TIRED STILL MUST LISTEN U NAG AR. NOT MY PROBLEM OSO WAN. U WAN TO HENG UR FUCKING SHIRT OUTSIDE DEN JUST HENG. I FUCKING WAN TO SLEEP. _|_ FUCK

2009-04-14T12:53:00.003+08:00

blog again. nth to do. cant SLEEP LE. parent is outside dunknow wht time come back oso. damn tonight i gt work again yet i cant slp. ytd night work lobby again. gd news is i going mac cafe end of this month. FINALLY. -_-" but sian ar. ytd saw those china crew again ... i scold them bad word lot. HAHA =X but sad ar. some people dun wanna tok to me aldy. tok to her no reply one. )))))))): maybe this the reason i cant sleep? DAMN I NEED NEW PIC OF MYSELF LE. nvm this sat going band outing liao. maybe take a few pic bah. lazy take pic nowdays. busy working and slping -_- nvm lur. this sat i finally off. 4 more night shift to go b4 off day. =DDD but I DUNKNOW HOW LE. cant slp nowday when i get back frm work -- k la. stop here. i trying to slp now can. ): =x

now playing: gazette - cassis (live)

2009-04-11T05:26:00.002+08:00

let blog. haha nth to do now. and not many ppl online now. i just woke up. damn 3am+ woke up. HAHA cos ytd morning work finish chiong back home and 930am+ i heading town. without any sleep yet. my eye is red. argh the feeling of my eye so sour when i close it. >< den i went up to lvl 3 of far east plaza. DAMN HARU OPEN 1pm -__________- and i reach there abt 9am+. damn den having my breakfast at lvl 5 den went down smoke. den i think sit down there wait oso no use. so i went to CINE. HAHA cine still haven change yet. everything is the same . -.- boring. den i went to hmv see gt any new thing. OSO SAME . WA LAO LE. everything is the same. so i head back to far east plaza. damn still gt 1hr+ den i went to do hair extension. HAHA the shop ppl charge me 2$. cos i only do 2. HAHAH I KNOW IT LAME. but overall quite nice le. HAHAHA. i went to lvl 3 the gift shop. shop one locker necklace. but bling bling one. ar nvm. better den nth. finally haru open AND I GO ORDER MY BOOT. omfg my foot quite big. sadded. den i pay 50% first. okok lo. 45$ only. haha must wait end of the next month den arrive. DAMN LA >< den head back home and slp. HAHA canot take it aldy. k la. bored. going back to sleep soon. tonight working again. better. save money -_-"

Song playing: Sadie - M.F.P (Malicious Female Pigs)

2009-04-08T20:21:00.003+08:00

what i think really happ
i think that my fren will go cafe soon den me. IT REALLY FCUKING HAPP. damn.
wht wrong seh? work like robot not gd meh. i know it not that gd. but i fucking cant change it. thinking alot of thing while working. evryday working. morning slp night wake up. wht next? WORK. $$$ IS GOOD WHILE I NO TIME FOR FREN ANYMORE. ARGH. when i off. no one had time to come out meet me.. fcuk la. life so scuk now.

2009-03-24T08:20:00.001+08:00

working nowdays
wht else to say?
haha
night

2009-03-21T09:58:00.001+08:00

tonight working again until next thur
den friday off. damn high. HAHAHA. no choose. no money to spend. that y work so hard!!!

2009-03-18T09:02:00.001+08:00

ord liao. more worst
cos keep study at home i will crazy one
but nvm lur. lata work. all the way work life ahead. haha =D

2009-03-13T14:31:00.001+08:00

ORD LO

PINK IC IS LOVE (:

2009-03-12T07:51:00.000+08:00

24 more hrs to ORD

2009-03-11T12:37:00.001+08:00

48 hrs to ord
24 hrs to chalet =DDD

2009-03-07T20:32:00.002+08:00

sian
nowdays keep rot at home. cos no money and some of the money need to save of use after ord. if not good game. haha going interview for job next Tuesday or Wednesday .. den chalet and enjoy..

hhaa
this coming week is damn gd.
monday in camp whole day
tuesday half day leave
wednesday go cmpb after that half day leave
thur full day leave
and
thur chalet... den sat morning

friday go back camp take IC. finally. ORD LO

2009-03-01T10:32:00.001+08:00

12days more to oRD
COME ON

2009-02-27T21:10:00.001+08:00

what colour hair i wanna dye
still thinking about it. hahax

ord in next next friday time
cant wait man! =D

2009-02-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

3 more weekend to go
ORD LO

HAHAHAHHAHA =D
pink ic is getting closer

2009-02-14T20:21:00.001+08:00

happy day to all my fren who had bf and gf
for those dun had dun worry. i oso dun had wht
hias
sad =x
if i go out today. i will be say
all street full with couple. x.x
sian la =/

2009-02-04T18:57:00.001+08:00

NEXT MONTH ORD

i cant wait!

2009-01-26T23:02:00.001+08:00

boring CNY
THIS IS Y I HATE CNY
DAY 1 ALDY STUCK AT HOME -_-

SLEEP COM EAT SLEEP COM EAT -_-

2009-01-25T18:41:00.001+08:00

boring yr ahead
hahaha

2009-01-18T11:03:00.001+08:00

tml is 7 week+ left to ORD
so long still hias =x
haha. lata work. sian
must hit at least one sale lata
den gt money
if not no money
GG
hha

2009-01-17T15:16:00.000+08:00

bday week is over
thanks who meet me this week.

ng, tow, sam, riken, sky.

that all?
sadded

same yr this yr. no cake. ):

2009-01-13T00:18:00.001+08:00

IT MY BDAY TODAY
JAN 13

HAPPY BDAY TO MYSELF AND I ORD SOON
SHOICK
ORD LO _|_ LOL!

2009-01-09T18:57:00.001+08:00

i heard my fren say
she gt bf liao le....it ok.
god bless them.

2009-01-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

2009 is a stress yr for me
indeed.
argh

2009-01-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

SELLIN CABLE TV @ 19.26$ PER MONTH! 1YR TRAIL. BUY FRM ME

2009-01-04T14:21:00.000+08:00

10 week more to ORD

2008-12-30T10:37:00.001+08:00

ytd went to bugis meet sl and ng.
sing k frm 6pm to 11pm
omg. it owned. haha.
just wake up not long ago
lata evening i going to shop for pants. haha bored. like no one wanna go out -_-"

2008-12-29T10:44:00.000+08:00

y i keep dreaming about her
tel me. damn.

2008-12-25T14:09:00.001+08:00

MERRY XMAS

2008-12-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

i wonder how she doing in oversea.

sigh

anyway
I ON LEAVE UNTIL 2JAN
LOL HIGH =x

2008-12-15T18:06:00.001+08:00

fuck up yr
i damn depress now.
argh

2008-11-30T00:16:00.001+08:00

ytd bro house
today stay at home slp . slp very long
tml i think another day stay at home.
i wanna be guai kia =X

2008-11-24T18:42:00.001+08:00

i sick of it liao la ><

i love you girl,

friday night go bro house again and drink. i saw her. i very sad. sigh

sat and sunday at home stone -_-

2008-11-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

last friday. bro house

last sat. db o with brother ng!

sunday slp

2008-11-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

2009 is coming
so guys. wht is ur wish?

mine is : ORD. LONG HAIR. GET BASS AND LAPTOP MORE $$

2008-11-09T15:40:00.001+08:00

friday night bro house

sat night st james with sam

sun night at home slp

monday camp ><

2008-11-02T14:25:00.001+08:00

thur duty

friday whole day off. night went to bro house play majong.
sat afternoon went home slp. after tt stone at house.
today mostly stone oso/.
tml camp
sian

2008-10-31T11:59:00.002+08:00

wednesday night i went to his house again -_- wait for him quite long. nvm. den at his house playing coming. den drinkin at his roof garden den time very fast past. den i 5am+ went to camp. duty all the way to 2200. shag. den after bath den to slp aldy. no time to play com. too tired. today whole day off. :x

2008-10-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

ytd had fun singing. dotaing and drinking @ my new fren house. not new fren la. he my vocalist frm the jrock band. we going to find ppl like mad now lo . ): sadded. haha
tml camp again. sian. when i going to fuck off? ppl say my ord fast yet i dun think so lo. )))))))))):

nowdays is DOTA ALL THE WAY.
lose lose nvm. can learn frm mistake can aldy

-
meaningless life i living now.

2008-10-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

friday night movie
sat db o club and drink
sunday rounding.

2008-10-14T19:32:00.000+08:00

sian
when i ord
4month+ like so long to me now ):

2008-10-09T22:21:00.001+08:00

duty 230am lata
knn

fuck up
when i ord seh ):

LESS DEN 6month LO

2008-10-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

where is all my fren go to?
they seem mia. sigh

2008-10-01T19:11:00.002+08:00

du lan due some brother ps me. AT LEAST MAKE A CALL TEL ME U CANT MEET. I NOT SO DU LAN. DUN ASK ASK SAY WAN MEET IN THE END NV. ZZZ.
just now shop at far east. alone again. buy one punk socks. 15$ =.= den go find brother ng. but too bad. he having lunch with his one gal. too bad. sigh.

why like this?
why all change?
but brother ng is still the best.

2008-09-21T16:18:00.002+08:00

ytd went out with bro ng.
HE STIL THE BEST. but he feel sad now. i cant help him. i feel sad oso.
wait for him at far east. he late again. nvm use to it liao. haha. den i go meet him at mrt station in the end. den go cine eat kfc @_@. haha. after tt. walk to ps tok cock until 3am+
power ho
frm 9+ tok until 3am. lol =x
hope he feeling fine now
and gt chance and time go out with him again.

2008-09-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

i just back frm far east shop
nth much to buy
alone.. smoke,eat ans shop alone.
fuck up
when u need fren. they all mia.

wht kind of fren they are.
hias.

2008-09-06T16:36:00.001+08:00

SELLING THIS @ 190$
pm me @ blindman51@hotmail.com

2008-09-06T14:35:00.001+08:00

sick of life aldy la ><

2008-09-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

a bad day

-
& i miss her lot

2008-09-02T21:15:00.003+08:00

feeling emo now
miss someone lot ):
hias

today is my off day. whole day like slping le. so long no off frm work liao lo. haha.

no update cos i duknow wht to update oso. -_-
pay day still long seh ><

pic of the day:

2008-09-01T17:14:00.001+08:00

go c my friendster for new pic
lazy upload here.

2008-08-28T23:25:00.001+08:00

i miss her.
someone that promise so much thing
yet i gain nth in the end.

2008-08-27T20:55:00.001+08:00

actally
wht is HAPPING?
HOW COME LIKE TT
I REALLY DUNKNOW.
HIAS.

JUST TOK TO ME ONCE CAN ANOT ):

2008-08-23T15:01:00.001+08:00

ytd went dbo when drunk and vomit but 1hr+ i reocver again. HAHA
srry sl and ng ><

2008-08-21T21:00:00.002+08:00

i really wan to awol aldy
i cant take it anymore
dun make me one day gone siao make them scare me.
ARHHHHHHHHHH

WHERE MY SIR COME BACK
I WAN TO ORD FRIST
I DUN WAN TO C BLOODY FACE OF THEM AGAIN
FUCK YA

2008-08-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

NO MONEY LE
BANK LEFT 10$
GOOD GAME ALDY
HAHAHHAA

2008-08-16T21:56:00.002+08:00

new shirt and red nail poish is DONE. HAHA

me and shawn
LOOK JROCK RIGHT ME? HAHAHA

--------

JROCKER SIO =x

2008-08-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

ink ring is done.
2 more finger to go! =x

2008-08-13T20:07:00.001+08:00

pes e soon
WAHAHHAHA

2008-08-10T11:43:00.000+08:00

today is my 1 yr single le. ):

2008-08-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

no more
21 ex.

girl is just a heartless freak.

2008-08-03T21:09:00.001+08:00

i gt my Sony Ericsson P1I LIAO
WHAHAHAHAHHA

2008-07-30T22:34:00.001+08:00

i wanna be with you until the end of time. <3

i get my harddisk liao
finally.
thanks brother!

2008-07-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

GOT MY PINK WATCH AND SHOES.
WAHAHHAHA

JUST ONLY PINK FONE.. TT ALL ;)

2008-07-26T12:50:00.001+08:00

i lost of my fone.
but nv
next month getting v3 pink

anyway who haven give me ur number better give to me now.
thanks ;d

2008-07-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

hp cam spoilt liao le. ):
no more pic update unless get my new fone on aug =d
tc fren

2008-07-20T11:09:00.001+08:00

i love all my fren.

2008-07-18T19:37:00.000+08:00

7month+ more to ord ;DDD

2008-02-24T12:51:00.000+08:00

wa. so long nv update =x
getting bass guitar soon ;D

2008-02-08T14:06:00.001+08:00

yes.
i own one purple skinny and 5 shirt this yr.

2008-02-05T01:26:00.001+08:00

just come back frm bugis. shopping with fren. best part is i iwth ng tok crap again. yet not much as last time aldy. and i brought two topman shirt. wow frist time seh. i choose blue and black. haha black is a must i think. haha. soon i will be going storeman couse. need to stay in for 5 day. sian ): hah. cant wait for cny to come la. MONEY MONEY $$$$ =x

2008-01-27T17:45:00.000+08:00

ytd night went to mos!

2008-01-20T23:16:00.001+08:00

2008-01-14T10:27:00.000+08:00

jan 13 is my bday.
thanks for coming to my bday eve.
loves all.
and phuture is loves. haaa

2008-01-12T12:59:00.000+08:00

monday night.

2008-01-06T21:53:00.001+08:00

haha
so long nv update le. well last week 3 working day is sian. haha but tml mon-fri work more worst. having bday mood. HAHHA well. quite sad. two chicks not going. sian ): haha but nvm. sam and ng gt go i happy le. ;DDD haha. well i think i will updated is on sunday morning bah. cos sat night sure take lot of pic one. HAHA ;D. TAKECARE EVERYONE. ;D

2008-01-01T19:22:00.001+08:00

ytd night go st jame with ng, jacq and her fren. well she still angry with me. dunknow y la. lol. club not high. try graveyard le. nt nice. -.- low kick. haah bored now la. tml book in camp le
HAAHHA. 19mc until now
damn high, no mood of ns le. HAHAHAH nvm. next yr ORD LO =D