i feel pain now. i wan to feel it now. argh.. just quarrel with her just now.. i know it my wrong to keep go away frm cafe... i know it my wrong la. scold me all you wan. i feel so sad now. i just wan u to be happy. tt all. but i cant. i cant . y i choose to like u in the first place.. why? god will or what? i dunknow. i know we cant be tgt. and how come i still wan to wait... is i choose not to give up and hold on. it pain. it a painful path tt i choose to walk. all just bes i like you. i dun ask u to return me something..... i hate myself to been ugly. fcuk.! i just need you treat me as ur fren can aldy.. sigh...
@ 8:01 AM .::. 私は愛する
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