Monday, August 31, 2009

it over
good bye my love.

wont forget ytd :]

shit. i dunknow wht happ to me nowdays. feel sad again.. damn it. hate this world. people gt wht they one. me le? i always cant had the thing i want. ): NOT FAIR. two word. FUCK IT. life is just like a fucking straw. it fucking suck big time. NO JOKE

why i always make her angry? y i just cant be perfect for her? hate myself la. zz

i very very confuse. isit time to for me to give up??? it seem thing dun go well as i tot. i tot u still treat me as ur very best fren. but wht happ la. fcuk. heard so many unwanted thing. I SHOULD LET IT GO NOW. REALLY. I DAMN STRESS NOW. fuck.. IT TIME TO MOVE ON. fuck it. really.. hope she dun c my blog. BUT I WANNA TREAT U NICE N SWEET EVEN U NOT MY GF. treat u gd and sweet as fren oso can. but this is my first time treat a gal nice and sweet even she not my stead.. ok next month 2 yr single. fuck it.

im back.. im so tired lata hair dry liao i go slp. haha now closing more shit to do. damn it. i start to hate it.. arr. anyway now i not to be bassist liao. dun wan to waste money on guitar =x wanna get lappy. haha only like gt me as vocalist. HAHAHAHHAHA den kai is my guitarist.. den drummer like mia liao -_-" haha bassit needed man. =DD cant wait gt time go jamming sio. ha toking abt my cafe. gt alot of diff kind of ppl..


lazy to type but must say..
gt superman
gt batman
gt cat women
gt MAT
gt jrockers.
gt monster
gt china ger
gt netballer
gt shit leader
gt joker
gt Zoey ( l4d char )
gt hungry guy
still gt abit more but cant thing ar

HAHA

gtg slp now. night =D

is having ugly side of me. DAMN IT... I JUST FUCKING HATE MYSELF. WHY I BORN LIKE THIS??? ): .. im stuck... i dunknow what to do next. really. i freaking hate myself.